Not That Kind Of Boy

Here's a sort of prejudice of mine: I tend to think all American boy-next-door type guys aren't the sort of guys who are into sex with other guys.

Like most prejudices, mine isn't rooted in reality. All my friends or acquaintances that I fooled around with when I was younger we're guy-next-door types. Even Nate, a high school friend-with-benefits who was a cruisy, seductive horndog was a blond haired blue eyed "Awe, shucks" farm boy.

Most the guys I've known and have hooked up with have been the sort of ordinary guy-next-door types. And even in the porno theaters I've been to, places where guys hook up and usually get it on in front of everyone, there are often a lot of guy-next-door types and such porno theaters are considered the epitome of the sort of rancid environment sleazy perverts lurk in. (I've wandered around the low end of life a bit in the past but I don't think I earned the title of sleazy pervert. For one thing, I've never been elected to public office.)

So I don't know why I am continually surprised by the all American boy-next-door type guys I see posting nekkid pics of themselves online, or the ones posting their amateur videos.

I don't have in mind a particular type of guy who is the sort of guy into sex with guys. I don't think the average guy into guys is sleazy or dominant or sex crazed. I just know I don't think he's the happy, smiling, bright faced guy...Even though I know for a fact such a guy can be the type who loves getting fucked while sucking off another guy.

And my prejudice isn't an actual bias. I have no negative views of guys who like to have sex with guys, even if it's a guy who spends several afternoons a week sucking anonymous cock in porn shop video arcade glory holes. (In case you're wondering: I'm not now, not have I ever been that sort of guy. Nor do I judge that sort of guy.)

As best I can figure my prejudice as to what sort of guys wouldn't be the type to like the dick is based in thinking I was less than a decent guy when I was younger. That wasn't so much based in self loathing due to my liking other guys, it was based in thinking the boy-next-door type guys I knew were purer than me, more honest and genuinely nice. 

But I mainly had that skewed view because I knew my mind inside out. I didn't know what the all American Eagle Scout who did his homework and had a life plan was actually like. 

These days I know that behind the freshest face there could be the kindest mind or even a downright horrific person. But that still doesn't stop me from thinking “Wow...” when I see an amateur video on Pornhub of a young guy who might have been voted Nicest Guy by his senior class face down on a bed with his ass in the air begging another former Boy Scout to fuck him.

Which makes me realize I do have a slight bias due to my odd prejudice...I get turned on more by the pictures and videos of the guy-next-door types showing off their dicks or having sex. But then most porn star porn doesn't turn me on because the guys are ripped and tweaked and big dicked. Guys-next-door look like real guys and even when I'm fantasizing I have to base my fantasies in reality or I just can't get into them.